Mar 3 (This is a quite long "3 part" dream.)
I was on my way to catch flight A26 but i only made it to the boarding area and didn't actually take a flight.
A man was in some sort of factory that was making an elastic kind of rubber compound that was used in explosives. He helped mix it in a barrel with one of the worker men. Then when the mix was finished being mixed it was taken outside to the city street where there was a round hole for the TNT barrel to be placed and the wicks of the TNT were lit and surrounded with the paste. Then everyone ran back very far and it exploded and shot into the air where it rained down smaller explosions.
Then I was going to the airport to make it on my flight in section A26 where my dad was waiting for me I got to the under cover area of the section but I don't think i got on any airplane.
I was with a couple friends in a long parking lot and one friend who I really loved was near me but interacting with his guy friend. He would show me that he might love me too but he didn't want to get caught up in it. He was offering me gifts, gold bars and then some white gloves. Eventually while we were walking
April 24, 2014
March 18, 2014
Dancing with the Goblin King & Kidnapped
Mar 1
I dreamed that I was in a maze that was like a pinball machine and I was navigating through it very quickly and when I got to a certain point in this zoomed out map I came in closer and I was in a store with my sister and her husband.
He wanted to buy a large my little pony which was $20 and a smaller one which was $1 so I agreed to pay for it for him.
Then the store was like a maze and many cartoon or TV show men characters came out of nowhere and were trying to chase me and win my affections. I ran from them who i remember were Gaston from beauty and the beast, Paul bunion and many others including the goblin king (Jareth) from the movie The Labyrinth. I dove into a clothes rack to hide from them and it was as if I was gone to them until I had to come out and they were all instantly pursuing me again.
I danced with the goblin king and was asking him why they were doing this, if they believed in Jesus Christ our lord and savior? He wouldn't answer me. Then I escaped to the top of book shelves where none of them could reach me and many of them vanished. The song from the labyrinth "underground" was playing and I heard the lyrics "its only forever, not long at all" Then I started rolling
I dreamed that I was in a maze that was like a pinball machine and I was navigating through it very quickly and when I got to a certain point in this zoomed out map I came in closer and I was in a store with my sister and her husband.
He wanted to buy a large my little pony which was $20 and a smaller one which was $1 so I agreed to pay for it for him.
Then the store was like a maze and many cartoon or TV show men characters came out of nowhere and were trying to chase me and win my affections. I ran from them who i remember were Gaston from beauty and the beast, Paul bunion and many others including the goblin king (Jareth) from the movie The Labyrinth. I dove into a clothes rack to hide from them and it was as if I was gone to them until I had to come out and they were all instantly pursuing me again.
I danced with the goblin king and was asking him why they were doing this, if they believed in Jesus Christ our lord and savior? He wouldn't answer me. Then I escaped to the top of book shelves where none of them could reach me and many of them vanished. The song from the labyrinth "underground" was playing and I heard the lyrics "its only forever, not long at all" Then I started rolling
March 13, 2014
Mossy Temple of the Dragon and Deer / Shattering Butterflies
Feb 28
I dreamed that there was a tall stone temple that was covered in moss which was in Salem. There was a serpent like dragon dashing to the left and a stag like deer or gazelle dashing to the right which were back to back in front of the temple, They were carved of smooth stone without deep etched detail.
The city was busy and bustling but nobody seemed to notice the temple. I looked up and saw a large number of large yellow and black butterflies (tiger swallowtail) drifting down slowly almost like snow.
When they touched the ground their wings that were like yellow and black stained glass shattered like a splashing crystal film and the butterfly would then disappear. I was in wonder at them and wanted to know if this would be the last of the butterflies, nobody else seemed to be aware or care about this event.
I dreamed that there was a tall stone temple that was covered in moss which was in Salem. There was a serpent like dragon dashing to the left and a stag like deer or gazelle dashing to the right which were back to back in front of the temple, They were carved of smooth stone without deep etched detail.
The city was busy and bustling but nobody seemed to notice the temple. I looked up and saw a large number of large yellow and black butterflies (tiger swallowtail) drifting down slowly almost like snow.
When they touched the ground their wings that were like yellow and black stained glass shattered like a splashing crystal film and the butterfly would then disappear. I was in wonder at them and wanted to know if this would be the last of the butterflies, nobody else seemed to be aware or care about this event.
The Muddy Creek of the Murdered
Date Unkown- I suddenly remembered this dream and that I've had one very similar to this one about a year ago.
I dreamed that i was at my grandparent's house and i was at the creek and I was walking with a large brown wolf and my cousin nick and sister april followed me and were worried that the wolf would attack me. But i wasn't afraid of it so it just followed me and watched. I came to the creek and it was muddy and dried up, there was a wooden bow in the mud and I could tell the person's name who's bow it was.
(In my previous dream of this kind I found a short
I dreamed that i was at my grandparent's house and i was at the creek and I was walking with a large brown wolf and my cousin nick and sister april followed me and were worried that the wolf would attack me. But i wasn't afraid of it so it just followed me and watched. I came to the creek and it was muddy and dried up, there was a wooden bow in the mud and I could tell the person's name who's bow it was.
(In my previous dream of this kind I found a short
My Dad's Boat House & Butterfly Ear Ring of Saltyness
Feb 23 I dreamed that I was going on vacation in my dad's boat home. (My dad in my waking life doesn't own a boat home.)
It was like an apartment and I was alone while staying here except Kyoko, my cat, who played with me- running and jumping chasing after each other and toy balls. I had a cat toy that was like a candle stand with two arms with sideways facing cups. I stopped and looked at it amused "Japanese make the strangest things" there was a small ping pong ball that came with the stand, though it made no sense to me how to use it..
There was a bin in the bathroom against the wall next to the bath tub with colored rocks that weren't too big but some were small. I stopped to look at them for a while and wondered about them.
later in the dream I came into the bathroom and it was as though someone had taken the rocks, all but a few that were outside of the bin on the floor around the tub. I wondered who would want to steal rocks?
Then I went to look out of the house and stuck my head out of the
It was like an apartment and I was alone while staying here except Kyoko, my cat, who played with me- running and jumping chasing after each other and toy balls. I had a cat toy that was like a candle stand with two arms with sideways facing cups. I stopped and looked at it amused "Japanese make the strangest things" there was a small ping pong ball that came with the stand, though it made no sense to me how to use it..
There was a bin in the bathroom against the wall next to the bath tub with colored rocks that weren't too big but some were small. I stopped to look at them for a while and wondered about them.
later in the dream I came into the bathroom and it was as though someone had taken the rocks, all but a few that were outside of the bin on the floor around the tub. I wondered who would want to steal rocks?
Then I went to look out of the house and stuck my head out of the
March 9, 2014
3 Part Dream- Jupiter, Green Bonnet People and Depressed Preserved.
Feb 12
I dreamed that i was with 2 other people at a river with a pebble shore (The two other people were a girl and a boy). and I dumped out a can of plankton into the river, the plankton was very green like moss.
I was actually supposed to pour it into a still lake but we were rushed and this was the best I could do at the time. I heard a voice speak to me about the fallen tree and how there were dried prickly balls on the end of the stems and that this one is dead and won't produce any more fruit, somewhat like what was said in the bible.
Then I went and climbed up the stone bank with the boy and girl and then climbed on top of this stone wall which was about 4ft tall. There was a court yard inside that I saw once at the top of the wall, The courtyard was deeper down than 4 feet.
We walked along the first wall which wasn't very wide to walk on, there were a couple strange rubbery straps like vines to grab a hold of but they stretched so much that i had to wind it around my arm a few
I dreamed that i was with 2 other people at a river with a pebble shore (The two other people were a girl and a boy). and I dumped out a can of plankton into the river, the plankton was very green like moss.
Then I went and climbed up the stone bank with the boy and girl and then climbed on top of this stone wall which was about 4ft tall. There was a court yard inside that I saw once at the top of the wall, The courtyard was deeper down than 4 feet.
March 7, 2014
Batman and his Piano
Feb 10
I had a bizarre dream that Samm (My partner) was Batman who was at work. I was watching a movie that Alfred was showing me on a screen projector on the wall. I put my feet up on a $400 piano (there were at least 4 pianos in the room) and then Alfred called batman and told him that my feet were on his mother's piano. When I heard "Batman's" voice on the phone and his disappointment I was ashamed and started crying.
Then Samm came home and we were arguing. He was utterly sad and writing poetry on some wood, maybe
I had a bizarre dream that Samm (My partner) was Batman who was at work. I was watching a movie that Alfred was showing me on a screen projector on the wall. I put my feet up on a $400 piano (there were at least 4 pianos in the room) and then Alfred called batman and told him that my feet were on his mother's piano. When I heard "Batman's" voice on the phone and his disappointment I was ashamed and started crying.
Then Samm came home and we were arguing. He was utterly sad and writing poetry on some wood, maybe
March 4, 2014
Parable Dream- Mustard seed, Grape Vine and Wine
Feb 5 I had been reading some more texts from the Gnosis.org website and had a conversation about these topics. I'm sure people elsewhere have come to similar conclusions, but I dreamed about this so I will write it down.
The disciples said to Jesus, "Tell us what the kingdom of heaven is like."
He said to them, "It is like a mustard seed. It is the smallest of all seeds. But when it falls on tilled soil, it produces a great plant and becomes a shelter for birds of the sky."
I spoke with myself about how we must be fertile for the kingdom to grow within us so that we will know it and be able to partake in it. Then in my dream it was also contrasted with the grapevine.
Line 40:
Jesus said, "A grapevine has been planted outside of the father, but being unsound, it will be pulled up by its roots and destroyed."
We are growing on the grapevine right now which was put there in ignorance of the light kingdom, It will be
These quotes are from The Gospel of Thomas
Line 20:The disciples said to Jesus, "Tell us what the kingdom of heaven is like."
He said to them, "It is like a mustard seed. It is the smallest of all seeds. But when it falls on tilled soil, it produces a great plant and becomes a shelter for birds of the sky."
I spoke with myself about how we must be fertile for the kingdom to grow within us so that we will know it and be able to partake in it. Then in my dream it was also contrasted with the grapevine.
Line 40:
Jesus said, "A grapevine has been planted outside of the father, but being unsound, it will be pulled up by its roots and destroyed."
We are growing on the grapevine right now which was put there in ignorance of the light kingdom, It will be
Roots, Water, Garden Pots & Jesus
Jan 26
I was in the yard at Andy's (My mom's friend) house and There were large Gardening pots that had roots in the bottom with water.
The pots couldn't flow with the roots blocking the water.There were various sized pots and each flowed from one to the other once the roots were removed. Jesus would go back to tend to them, then it looked like he was gone but he wasn't.
I was helping to clean out the pots of roots and then he appeared in one of them, laying in it curled up. Jesus
I was in the yard at Andy's (My mom's friend) house and There were large Gardening pots that had roots in the bottom with water.
March 3, 2014
Captain Hook & Taco Bell
1-16-2014
I was in a canoe with Samm (my Partner) and Kalika (My daughter) on a river.
There were two ghosts floating above the river on either side of us, one was Robin Williams and the other was Bill Cosby. They seemed like they were there to help us.
I told them that there is no reason to stay here, leave now! They faded out and we reached a dirt shore. Then captain hook was there. He shouted loudly and we hid from him under burlap blankets. He said "If any of you moves a muscle I'll kill you".
March 2, 2014
Diagram Visual
1-16-2014
I had done a lot of reading with my Partner Samm and I had many questions about who I am in the kingdom of light and where I am. Just as I was falling asleep, yet still conscious, I saw a diamond like shape that resembled the one Samm had shown me with a horizontal line through the center, making it into two triangles with wide ends resting on each other. There was a light glowing from the bottoms which were resting on each other. The whole figure was glowing with radiance and it was a 3 dimensional rotating shape with a circle around it of light.
I had done a lot of reading with my Partner Samm and I had many questions about who I am in the kingdom of light and where I am. Just as I was falling asleep, yet still conscious, I saw a diamond like shape that resembled the one Samm had shown me with a horizontal line through the center, making it into two triangles with wide ends resting on each other. There was a light glowing from the bottoms which were resting on each other. The whole figure was glowing with radiance and it was a 3 dimensional rotating shape with a circle around it of light.
When I was trying to turn the figure and examine it with my mind I suddenly felt a squiggling thing behind and above my right ear. It was as though a vein was writhing like a worm or small snake. The image vanished.
I found this picture of me with a similar shape next to my head, There is even a large circle around it.
I thought that was interesting.
I found this picture of me with a similar shape next to my head, There is even a large circle around it.
I thought that was interesting.
Introduction Death Experience
Hello and thank you for choosing to read my blog!
My name is Heather and I want you all to know that God loves us all very much.
~This is the testimony of what happened when I drowned~
When I was young I was swimming with my dad and sister at a river which is at a place called Nesmith Park, I fell into the drop off that I had been warned about.
I stayed calm like I had been told to do if I fell in. I sank so far that the water got very cold and dark.
It seemed like I wouldn't stop sinking and finally when I couldn't hold my breath anymore I called out "Help!" My muffled cry didn't go far underwater, it only made a bunch of bubbles.
When I was young I was swimming with my dad and sister at a river which is at a place called Nesmith Park, I fell into the drop off that I had been warned about.
I stayed calm like I had been told to do if I fell in. I sank so far that the water got very cold and dark.
It seemed like I wouldn't stop sinking and finally when I couldn't hold my breath anymore I called out "Help!" My muffled cry didn't go far underwater, it only made a bunch of bubbles.
Then my spirit rose up out of the water and I saw my body floating dead with fish swimming around me, pecking my feet. It was not scary or painful, but it seemed very unusual to me and I pondered how this could be for a short while.
I was pulled up and saw nothing but brightness which was white. I felt as though I was laying down and looking upward and I felt the presence of someone really powerful.. and maybe a few somebodies there too. But I couldn't see anyone.
Then I was being shown all of the moments of my life. Many of the things which happened I was not aware of when I was in my body, but I seemed to know when I saw the events that they were all true. There was an intense feeling of understanding around me even when the memory was not nice, such as when I was stealing snacks late at night when I thought nobody was watching.
A voice that seemed like my dad's was speaking to me without words. The voice was kind, firm and extremely focused.
I was asked "Do you hate anyone?"
All of my answers were instant and honest, the voice took a pause here when I gave my answer.
I was puzzled at first but then I knew that I didn't have a complete understanding of what love is. How could I? I was quite young and within our family structures we are taught to not trust strangers or even talk to them.. to have known what love was outside of my parents and family seemed alien to me. I was afraid of most people.
Then the voice asked me "Do you want to stay here with me?" I answered "Yeah. I like it here..."
But then I suddenly remembered my Dad was still down there and that he loves me so much that if i were to go now his life would be ruined.
once everything was considered it was decided that I would go back.
I was told "You have a purpose." and sent back down to Earth in mid air suspended above my body.
I could hear all of the people chattering and laughing around the swimming place. Then I noticed as I looked from person to person that I could hear their thoughts, some were innocent enough but others repulsed me and I ignored them.
When I looked to my dad, who was at the edge of the water, I heard him ask where I was in his mind, then he asked out loud. He suddenly realized I was underwater and I heard him exclaim "Oh S**t" first mentally then aloud.
He dove in and pulled me out of the water and dragged me to the shore and layed me down. My spirit went over and layed down into my body and I awoke in pain and choking on river water. The extreme happiness faded and was replaced with all the sensations of my body and my connection with the joy of god was greatly reduced.
This experience taught me that in our natural state of spiritual being, without fleshly bodies, we are connected with god and our happiness is full, we lack nothing and therefore we want after nothing. The human flesh is filled with anger, sorrow, fear, hunger, tiredness, complaining and so much more.
There is a ton of knowledge to be gained by reading the bible, this world is passing away and those who are found in the lamb's book of life will be admitted into the kingdom and into eternal life.
We must know that the things within our hearts and minds are just as important to regulate as our actions. Nothing is hidden when we are to account for our lives here on Earth, God is not fooled because upon death it is our soul which goes to him and is obedient to his questions and provides brutally honest report of all actions and feelings to him. Unlike ourselves that dwell on Earth- Our soul is obedient in all ways to God.
I do not make any claim of myself as being perfect, I try my best. I'm so glad that God loves us so much. His Son is our guiding light, we cannot make it to the Father on our own.
I'm only sharing this because I care what happens to all of us. Love God with your whole heart, mind and soul.
Then I was being shown all of the moments of my life. Many of the things which happened I was not aware of when I was in my body, but I seemed to know when I saw the events that they were all true. There was an intense feeling of understanding around me even when the memory was not nice, such as when I was stealing snacks late at night when I thought nobody was watching.
A voice that seemed like my dad's was speaking to me without words. The voice was kind, firm and extremely focused.
I was asked "Do you hate anyone?"
I answered "No I don't hate anyone, but sometimes I don't like what people do."
"Do you love anyone?"
"Sure I do!"
"Who do you love?"
"My family and friends."
"Why do you love them?"
"Because they are nice to me and take care of me."
All of my answers were instant and honest, the voice took a pause here when I gave my answer.
I was puzzled at first but then I knew that I didn't have a complete understanding of what love is. How could I? I was quite young and within our family structures we are taught to not trust strangers or even talk to them.. to have known what love was outside of my parents and family seemed alien to me. I was afraid of most people.
Then the voice asked me "Do you want to stay here with me?" I answered "Yeah. I like it here..."
But then I suddenly remembered my Dad was still down there and that he loves me so much that if i were to go now his life would be ruined.
once everything was considered it was decided that I would go back.
I was told "You have a purpose." and sent back down to Earth in mid air suspended above my body.
I could hear all of the people chattering and laughing around the swimming place. Then I noticed as I looked from person to person that I could hear their thoughts, some were innocent enough but others repulsed me and I ignored them.
When I looked to my dad, who was at the edge of the water, I heard him ask where I was in his mind, then he asked out loud. He suddenly realized I was underwater and I heard him exclaim "Oh S**t" first mentally then aloud.
He dove in and pulled me out of the water and dragged me to the shore and layed me down. My spirit went over and layed down into my body and I awoke in pain and choking on river water. The extreme happiness faded and was replaced with all the sensations of my body and my connection with the joy of god was greatly reduced.
This experience taught me that in our natural state of spiritual being, without fleshly bodies, we are connected with god and our happiness is full, we lack nothing and therefore we want after nothing. The human flesh is filled with anger, sorrow, fear, hunger, tiredness, complaining and so much more.
This is all Sin which dwells in the body. It has only one reward: Death.
Right now you COULD indulge in worldly cares such as wealth, vanity , fame, entertainment, politics, television/celebrity .. nobody can stop you but please know that this is not why we are here.
Look where the desires lead if you live only for these things. They lead nowhere but wanting more and more of the same, it never lasts and can cause strife. There is a much better treasure that we all desire but is not received during our time here on Earth.
Please open your heart up to Jesus, repent of your sins, abandon worldly desires and follow his instruction which is from our heavenly father. Deny yourself daily and do well in his eyes- not your own. Because you cannot give yourself everlasting life.
Follow him- he is the Way, Life and Truth.
Look where the desires lead if you live only for these things. They lead nowhere but wanting more and more of the same, it never lasts and can cause strife. There is a much better treasure that we all desire but is not received during our time here on Earth.
Please open your heart up to Jesus, repent of your sins, abandon worldly desires and follow his instruction which is from our heavenly father. Deny yourself daily and do well in his eyes- not your own. Because you cannot give yourself everlasting life.
Follow him- he is the Way, Life and Truth.
For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ;Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.(Titus 2:11-14)
There is a ton of knowledge to be gained by reading the bible, this world is passing away and those who are found in the lamb's book of life will be admitted into the kingdom and into eternal life.
We must know that the things within our hearts and minds are just as important to regulate as our actions. Nothing is hidden when we are to account for our lives here on Earth, God is not fooled because upon death it is our soul which goes to him and is obedient to his questions and provides brutally honest report of all actions and feelings to him. Unlike ourselves that dwell on Earth- Our soul is obedient in all ways to God.
I do not make any claim of myself as being perfect, I try my best. I'm so glad that God loves us so much. His Son is our guiding light, we cannot make it to the Father on our own.
I'm only sharing this because I care what happens to all of us. Love God with your whole heart, mind and soul.
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